I want to know what it feel like to be loved by someone. Not the family member love, or friend type of love, but I want someone to love me. I am okay with being single and all that but I really want to know how it feels to be loved. I have loved someone but no one has ever loved me. Maybe I am impossible to love or something, but one day I will have it I’m sure. But I just wonder what it feels like. I hope that it is all that I believe it to be which is amazing. And I can’t wait until I get to post about how it feels to finally be loved back by someone.

On another note.

My friends always say “I love you” and I never say it back. “I Love You” is said way too much and used way too loosely. Like a few of my friends. Sorry I just had to put that in here. But I hate how much people say it and my friends get mad when I dont say it back. I say shut up. I am not in love with you so why would I say I love you when I do not. It may sound stupid but it’s how I feel. It should only be said when it is true. I just feel like it is much more sacred than most people think it is. Call me crazy, but I refuse to tell anyone I love them back unless I truly do.

End of rant. And if you actually read that whole thing, you deserve a dollar, or a blow job or something.